Sometimes I ask myself why life is so hard on us. I thought I can skip this question for a while, but no this uncertainty just pop up today.
News of Peter’s misfortune hit me hard. I got a call from his wife. Her shimmering voice sends shivers down my spine.
Sometimes, I conjecture what is Life?
What is the connotation of Life? I tried and tired to reminiscence what I learnt during my Dharma Class. Nevertheless, I can’t recall any. Why can’t I recall any?
Is life really that meaningless? Why does heaven needs to be that unsympathetic on us? Why? What wrong have we done? What erroneous has Peter done to make him go through this?
He has a successful career, a beautiful wife and a loving family. Why does he have to meet this adversity?
Is it all about karma? Why Karma always has its spell on those who are kind and good?
I don’t know. I’m really tired out. I lost my mood today. I really lost my mood today. I had lost my friends to traffic accident, SQ007 catastrophe and illness. I hate all these.
We all shall pray hard for you Peter, we know you have strong will, because you are our main pillar in design and aspiration.
No doubt, I always remember what you have taught and I used it on my work and our works.
Honestly, I cried. I can’t recall how many times I cried. I don’t know. I really don’t know. I tried to put up a brave front. However, my parents knew who I feel deep inside. They knew how much I respected Pete.
Sorry, Joey, I can’t pull myself together. Sorry Kent, give me sometime and I will pen the proposal by tomorrow morning.
Hey, I should stay strong man! I should be, as we need to rally that spiritual energy and pray for Pete’s speedy recovery and to his wife and family.
Pete, get well soon and we all love you!